June 12, 2006
I told Jesse today: “I am sure there will come a time when I’ll have to stop running to Godsmack. I just don’t know when that time will be.”
And then we get into a stupid fight over stupid stuff (not even really a fight, just irritable with one another) and I get on the treadmill and run my little heart out as a sexy man is screaming and savin’ my soul and another man is pounding the hell out of the drums, creating the beat for me to run to. And I come off the treadmill not fixed, but better than I was.
And of course, there’s this:
As I sit here
And slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I’m the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes
Days go by
Where do we go when we just don’t know?
And how do we relight the flame when it’s cold?
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?
When will we learn to control?
Tragic visions
Slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I’m the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I’ll hold you
I’ll hold you with my inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes
Days go by
Where do we go when we just don’t know?
And how do we relight the flame when it’s cold?
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?
And when will we learn to control?
Where do we go when we just don’t know?
And how do we relight the flame when it’s cold?
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?
And when will we learn to control?
I need serenity
I need serenity
I need serenity
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Serenity
Godsmack
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Couch to 5K, Week 4, Day 1 completed.
It feels damn good.